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I familiarize with smells, with senses. I become awake when things are real. When things that are imagination become reality and feel more positive. Thinking in a forward motion. Being in control of your mind. This is key.

Feeling a bit embarrassed to Publish that message because I am male and need to be masculine. This is a trap. A bad mistake to make in life – I feel.

Feeling left out. A wasted gift sort of feeling or emotion. I was not awarded honour and no academic achievement during final 3 years of school. Maritzburg college. I was seated in the hall the big hall and a few boys went up and got all the awards. I feel upset but internalize that. Then…

By towards I mean exactly to that direction of. I sit waiting for the attack to occur. It may not ever be intentional from people. I have a social anxiety. I sit now. In a dining hall where there are others walking strolling skipping past. I pay a lot of attention to that. That is…

Expression of confidence is key.

Excruciating pain is not nice. So much pain otherwise your name dies. You have to feel this challenge.

* Get better with plants.